The Necessary Mundane Parts of Life

I've spent the most of the day being upset about one thing or another, so it's not surprise that at the end of the night that my stomach is upset. I'm light-headed, too. Dizzy, really.

Need to get to bed and rest for my day tomorrow as an Extra, again.

Folded all the clothes that are upstairs and moved an armchair into the living room.

Learned that my son does respect me and my wishes and is just very forgetful.

Guess I'm reeling with the knowledge that my Unemployment checks have stopped, and I have very limited income. Good thing I'm having a "My Family Needs to Eat" Sale.

Have decided not to delete all my extended family's e-mails for now. Thinking I'll give them to the end of the month to contact me, and if they don't - "Bye, Bye!" Face it. They won't notice anyway.

Just tired, Folks. Did get some really good work done today and tonight.

OH! AND I was totally FREAKED OUT when one of BB & SA's friends walked into my house without knocking. Walked right into my living room before I saw him. That set off a whole string of emotions related to having my space violated. NOT FUN!

Well, I'm off to bed. Someday I will finish the other Extra thingie. I could ruin the ending, but you're all patient, right?

Sweet dreams. Hugs and kisses. Go do some good deeds because ..... :D

Never make a decision when you are sick, tired and/or sad

Everybody's heard that no decision should be made when you are sick, tired or sad, right?  Just wanted to be sure.

Today I am tired, sick and sad.  No happy me.  Darn near suicidal, but since I never make decisions when I'm sick, tired and/or sad; no worries there.

Folks, I'm terribly sorry; but whatever I start to write seems to come out like ca-ca.  I will spare you all of that.

Briefly, yesterday I cleaned my room, did some laundry, cooked up some food, did some grocery & cleaning supplies, and made sure that my outfit for today's christening was ready.  I guess I overdid it because today I am sick, so no hugging my daughter, son-in-law and granddaughters; no out-to-eat after the christening to celebrate my eldest granddaughter's birthday; and no more work accomplished today.

I have slept and find that my mind is filled with fear.  My landlord called to tell me that he is considering selling the duplex - AGAIN.  I'll spare you the complexities of our relationship over the past 20 years.  I am left with the world of the unknown at my feet; no job, no beau, and maybe no place to live.

Here's to feeling better, knowing that when I do things will seem better; or at least I'll have enough energy to work my way out of it.

Take care, All.  Count your blessings and enjoy the moment.  If the moment is't enjoyable, hang in there; this too shall pass.

Short, Sweet and To The Point

It is time to change subjects.  That's right.  Only three days on Happiness.  It will remain the underlying theme, but more structure is needed.  Much more structure.

It's been up and down since my last post.  So up and down that I am emotionally exhausted, and kinda physically exhausted, too.  I don't really feel like sharing, so we'll all take the evening off.  I'll see if my plans for tomorrow yield a more dynamic post.

Ever get the feeling that you're sick of yourself?  I've heard that blogs are "all about me."  Well, I don't want that to be the case, so I'll be thinking about another approach while I put my "work day plan" into action.

On the Accountability thing:  ate pretty well, exercised while doing housework, socialized with neighbors more, and ate too much chocolate.  Dang chocolate.

Here's to a great week for everyone.  <3