Crop Circles

Reactions crop up
Circling, crying, shredding
me

Spears, swords and daggers fly
No shield
still

paralyzed
tortured
suicidal
drama

GRIEF

silence, silence, silence
can't make any more mistakes
must be perfect
must go forward
going forward in circles

i need professional help


4-Point Report:

1. JOB:  Desimated, destroyed, and dismal - nadatude
2. WEIGHT:  Gaining
3. CHEERING UP: Tomorrow
4. SMOKING: No ciggies of any kind.


That's all you get tonight.